Revenant The blackness floods my eyes, and my mind silently recoils.I peer eagerly into the darkness that floats above me,hoping that form is wont to take place in the abyss that lies before me. Existence seems to fail and only the emptiness feels to exist in my mind.My breathe is bated,my heartbeat races,my body tenses,My thought flies,in hope of a sign thereof..The abyss swirls before me, rolling into an unluminous mass.The mass expands, glimpses of partial forms of a distorted whole..An eye..two eyes..a head..a figure.......though barely discernible through the void. My heart quivers, " What apparition am I to behold? What fierce vision shall take me this eve?" The electricity brushes over my skin like fine fabric in veils,and the phantasm solidifies...Adrenaline chokes my veins,thoughts feel to die,and sensation rushes from skin.Breathe freezes on my lips,Eyes widen ....A face above mine...attached to a body...My heart feels to stop..Unable to move..no place
last night ...last night I fell asleep screaming...I don't know why..I screamed and screamed......no one heard..My cries were muffled...by the fabric of my pillow..I screamed so much..my consciousness wanted to slip away, but all it could do was scream..what madness....why? such madness?and then am I to die?A scream upon my lips?.....Last night i fell asleep screaming,I screamed and no one heard.
A dark thoughtyou've poisoned me.Like a mad spectre.I've had but a taste of a sweet substance I can taste no where else,and you've left me here with the memory of it upon my lips.Consumed.Iv have become..... Cold winds through silence...This feeling of emptiness.....My heart's vast scape....Maddeningly, Icrawl within myself, in searchof a trace of light.Any single scrap.Any sign of you within,to warm me once more.Vainly I find naught,naught but a burning feeling,hidden beneath all.It consumes me, like a venom and I can do nothing but give in. Like a fool in the desert under the heat of a thousand suns, my desperation shows and I struggle in this quietude. I dig frantically at the shifting sands in hope for water, for even a brief reprieve from the heat that beats down my back, but am greeted with nothingness..........the earth seeps from my fingers and reforms itself shapelessly on the ground.Why give me such tastes? Why push me to fall in love with such dark things I would have ne